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| "And I know this much is true
Baby you have become my addiction
I'm so strung out on you
I can barely move
But I'm liking it
All because of you
And it's all because
Never get enough
She's the sweetest drug.." - Tags:lyrical
- Mood:cold
 - Music:Wouldn't It Be Nice - Beach Boys
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"I'll be the wall that protects you
From the wind and the rain, the hurt and pain.."I wouldn't have thought that I'd be feeling this way. But I love staring in your eyes.. getting lost in them as we talk about love and lust. We love talking about our past, the present but never the future. The future holds too much - we know how its going to end someday. Its a topic of ceaseless avoidance. But as we move and dance the night along, as you hold me close, when your lips brushes against my cheeks.. and each time your lips touches mine, I pray secretly everyday that you will be a constant in my life that I look up to, someone I can promise to be, all the time. Someone in search of my hopes and dreams, share my drive and my passion. Its the way you stare, sending shivers down my spine, the way you laugh at my silly jokes or when you laugh out loud like everything else don't matter, the way you like to run your fingers through my hair that drives me crazy - I'm so thankful I'm yours. Its not how you so much so move along in my direction, wading through in that cesspit of my annoyance but its how you deal with me that has got me so attracted. AND for everyday else, I (insert word) you. -Mek - Tags:goon.
- Mood:sleepy
 - Music:What Goes Around Comes Around - Justin Timberlake
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| Love, if you do realize.. I am always updating in the wee hours of the morning and discount the fact that your laptop is not working, this blog seems to very much look like it belongs to me instead of 'us'. Nyehh.
Thank you for being an amazing girlfriend, the one who used up my 8 dollars oh-so-sweetly to fetch me from work despite being TIRED from SWIMMING (of all things darling.. you should have known so much better!) and the one who took another 15 dollars to get home after realizing you are so darn sleepy when my uncle could have sent you home.. but you're so adorable like that and I can't help but miss you right now. Hummhumm.
But even that, I am not complaining.
It has been so darn FUN & EXCITING when it comes to you. There's so many things, with you is just so spontaneous.
And for the first time today.. you told me you loved me.
Now, that's flattering.. which leaves me with..
A sweet dream to come.
- Mek - Tags:goon
- Mood:sleepy
- Music:Last Night - P Diddy & Keshia Cole
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| "Well.. you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, and I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothings gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some.."
Now darling, if only I had taken a proper look at you before you left, I wouldn't be missing you this much right now.
One random thing - I wonder why its so bright outside.
I guess by the time I start school again, our time together will be even more precious and that it just means so much right now.. for me to be having you in my life. I think we've been through a whole lot this one month plus and its about time that we gather everything that we have to make this work. It hasn't been easy, one thing will lead to another; and its going to jeopardize the both of us someday.
This is only the beginning. But baby.. you have all of me.
"Why you?" .. because you won my heart and you won it good.
Goon, its just that tonight, I pretty much lack of simple words to describe how I'm feeling. Maybe there's no better words, no better reason to say or just how seldom we actually even do acknowledge it. Grrr.. but you make it so fun like that.
You're driving me into a whirlpool of something-something that I'm.. addicttteedddddd.
Two nights together, nothing beats waking up next to you. Nothing beats watching Ellen Degeneres Show and laughing our ass off at 4 am in the morning. Nothing beats having you kissing my shoulders and cheeks endlessly just so to satisfy your frustration of me being by your side. Nothing beats having weird conversations with you before we fall asleep. Nothing beats your tight embrace of having no lights to sleep to. Nothing beats wondering what other people are doing at those odd hours that we are both awake and most of all.. nothing beats having you, babe (HURHUR! GENERAL TERM OF A GIRL AND I SURE DO KNOW YOU HATE IT!).
I want more and more dose of you, plleeaaaaaaasssseeeee.
- Mek - Tags:goon.
- Location:My Room.
- Mood:chipper
 - Music:Everytime We Touch - Cascada
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| "I'd like to play a little game with you -
A little game especially made for two
If you come close, then I'll show you how
Closer, closer, now."I don't have anything left to validate, ayn - coz you drive my heart into a raging tumult each time you so much as hold me close. And I guess that should be enough of a justification for now. I really ought to be working on my curriculum vitae right now, but I have a chronic discipline problem so instead, I'm watching you sleep oh-so-soundly. Every now and then, you'd stretch your legs and gear into a more comfortable position - and as I sneak a peek at you from over my shoulder, I can't help but wonder how my life would be now if I had never brought you into the picture.
It's way past 5 o'clock now, and your rubber mouth is going to have a field day with me once you realise that i did not wake you up on time. Oh well. Dearest, I would like you to know that you're one of a kind and that I have fallen for you hard (despite the sad fact that your annoying traits would probably drive me to my grave one bright sunny day). You, of all people. Thank god for your dimples lah.
Hehe. Much loveee.
- Mood:groggy
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| It could have been in a million years, or maybe in my previous life, I've met you somewhere along the way. And maybe you were that imaginary friend I had when I was young.. even though most likely, I don't think that is even possible because I don't see any resemblance at all. Howell.
Pardon my randomness - my head is spinning, everything is seemingly going in circles; I am the smart Mek of a Goon, took my medication like at 4 in the afternoon. Like who does that? Me. I woke up almost nearing to 1 which the first thing I do was to call the Goon and ask her where she was and to my surprise she made it on time to meet her sister. So proud of you.
My sarcasm with her by day is getting out of hand. What do I do without you?
AND the best thing of all.. she still calls me by my name and I call her anything I want to - her terms of endearment for me is so flattering that I have to make sure that when she calls me something stupid, I have to get even.
That's it la goon. Our ego; mine and yours.. it has to go.
Loadsaaaa Looovvvveeeee,
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| "I've been looking for someone to shed some light Not somebody just to get me through the night I could use some direction and I'm open to your suggestions All I wanna do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart again I guess I'm hoping that you'll be there for me in the end.." Its been a month since we got together. A month of running away and hiding - a month of arguments, a month of ups and downs, a month of me trying to get used to having you and a month of decisions; we got here. If there is a limit to how much a couple could argue, we are probably pass that stage. Learning about her this one month and not giving in because she needs to learn that not everyone will accommodate to her - it has been a ride. I've seen her sulked and walking off.. and allowed her to be but at the end of it, what is most satisfying is how she would come up to me, hug me and kiss my cheeks; she's one of a kind. And well, she's been doing pretty well at it. And I'm so proud of you. For all our hopes and dreams, shared, ones that are to come and the ones that we are going to have made along the way, here's one for you dear. I love you, Goon. | |
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| Disclaimer: Pardon the flagrant sexual implication in the blogname - my genius of a girfriend had to rack her brain (coz mine was on strike) for a suitable alternative to 'allthatjazz' and came up this. So please pay the due credit to her, thank you very much.
Today was a cranky day, spent with an even crankier person. But I'm learning to accommodate (and doing pretty well at it, I must say)because:
1) I'm getting married and it is a requirement to say 'I Love You' to her at the aisle, so no choice.
2) I like to test my patience.
3) I think she looks awfully cute when she gets all worked up and starts to 'merajuk' with me. It makes me want to agitate her all the more until that rubber mouth of hers (finally) takes a breather from scolding me - after which I'd hug her, kiss her and be so super nice that she'd forget about staying difficult.
It's been exactly a month since we got together, and I'm just so proud that amidst all the angry letters and hopeless tantrums, we managed to dump all our differences aside (for now)and just focus on getting somewhere.
Take my hand, and hold me close - coz I'm just a step away from the summit now.
I'm wading through a cesspool of half-formed thoughts involving a pair of mekgoons. Kinky shiiiit.
I miss you, ayn.
Love,
Goon.
- Mood:crazy
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